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45 things a girl wants but wont ask for

Fri, 01 Jul 2011 17:06:54 -0500

45 things a girl wants but wont ask for:

45 things a girl wants for but wont ask for.

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love ..

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umiingay na nman!

Mon, 23 May 2011 17:19:56 -0500

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“Still” (Hillsong) ...

Mon, 16 May 2011 01:46:00 -0500

“Still” (Hillsong)
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

It’s so amazing to know that Jesus is always at our side. That He is always in control of everything. That He is GOD. :)

overwhelmed by YOUR grace...

Mon, 16 May 2011 01:09:00 -0500

I know You exist and I know that You’re always by my side…I felt Your love long time ago back when I was in gradeschool, You proved me that You are protecting me and my family.. I felt it once again last 09/26/09, you showed me once again how protective You are.. but this time around, You showed me how You move, right before my eyes You proved and You showed me that YOU ARE REAL, and that YOU REALLY LOVE ME..

Lord, I thank You for all these things.. for showing and for making things possible for me. Thank you that Carissa and I met. Thank you for letting me experience these things. Am unworthy of Your love and of Your grace. Am unworthy for all these things, yet You still love me. They said “ask and you shall recieve” but You already gave something even before I asked… Lord, the word “thank you” will never be enough for the blessings You’ve given me, for taking good care of me and the rest of my family and friends, but I want You to know how grateful I am.. Hindi Mo hinayaang subukin pa Kita, siniguro Mo na bago pa ako magdoubt Sa’yo You already touched and moved my me..

Lord, I want to be faithful to You and to this “covenant” we have. You know what my heart wants and I know that I cannot do that alone without Your grace. Lord, help me to be faithful to our “covenant”. I pray that just like Carissa, may You use me to let others know YOU ARE GOD and that YOU ARE REAL, I pray that they may see You in me. And may You also show to others what You’ve just shown me. May You also touch their lives just like what You did to me. I pray that they too will see Your works, that they too will experience how real You are. I love you LORD. :)

“Still” Hillsong
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

~ Many thanks to Carissa Hemady for sharing me this wonderful song and most especially for sharing what “Tithing” is. Thank you for including me in your prayers. I want you to know that I feel blessed to be surrounded with people like you. Thank you for sharing you for sharing your stories with me. Thank you much teh! ^^, may God continue to bless you and may you continue to be God’s instrument in touching other lives. Thank you so much! :)

"STEEP"

Mon, 02 May 2011 12:20:00 -0500

STEEP

by : Lauren Christy

Softly, gently
I will let you down
‘Cause I don’t love you
In the same way now
I can hold you
But not with lover’s arms
‘Cause you are more of
A brother to me now
‘Cause I can lie next to you
But I can’t lie to you

So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future’s easy, so don’t weep
For me, it’s getting steep…

I loved you for
Exactly who you are
And I’d say we’ve come
The nearest yet by far
‘Cause I can lie next to you
But I can’t lie to you

So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future’s easy, so don’t weep
For me, it’s getting…

Steeper
From where the dark that’s where I want to be
Steeper
From going somewhere you won’t want to see

So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future’s easy, so don’t weep
Yes, I will watch you
Walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain drops
For you, the future’s easy, so don’t weep
For me, it’s getting steep…

..am also hurting..but I can’t lie to you and not to myself..this is also painful on my part, I don’t want to leave you this way but it would be much painful if I’ll pretend that everything is okay. I don’t know how to let you go, there’s this part of me still cares for you..still cares if you have eaten your lunch or if you’re already home by 8.. I can no longer give what you’re asking for, for I don’t have anything left, I already gave you everything I got, nothing is left for me.. I need to go where my heart leads me..it is indeed not always a happy ending.. I loved you so much, I loved you more than you knew.. thank you ‘pa’toots for everything and for the 10 yrs we’ve spent together.. missing you now..

Am so blessed :)

Tue, 19 Apr 2011 12:10:00 -0500

Today is 04/19/11, Holy Tuesday. It’s been a habit of mine looking at the sky while waiting for a jeepney going to the office and I saw this beautiful moon hehehe. It reminds me how beautiful Jesus is for letting me see this moon and creating this beautiful moon for everyone to witness.

I am blessed with one of a kind family, magulo na masaya na kwela na ewan. I am blessed with a hard working mama :) hindi lng un, kikay pa hahaha. Mas kikay pa sa dalaga hahaha. I am blessed with a kwelang papa :D everytime he cracks a joke asahan mo palung-palo!!! I love them so dearly as i sooooo dearly. Though there are times na hndi kmi magkaintindah, still Love and Respect is present :) let me also give credit to our relatives :D I have the best inay and itay, lola flor and lolo, titos and titas and the best cousins!!! :)

I am blessed with two sisters, Ann and Memei :) they’re two different as in different individual. Mas naappreciate ko si ann during my heartaches.. she’s the one who defended me.. she was the one who cried with me.. and she was the one who lifted me up the most :) With memei, our age gap is 8yrs that’s why I am having a hard time connecting to her, pero there was a time na naprove ko that she respects me as her eldest sister and that she really look up to me :) I love you both (teary eyed) hehehe

I am also blessed with a pamangkin Shik-shik, we sometimes call her Shekong ;) Mama always tells me na nakuha ni shik ang kamaldatihan skin hahaha but I don’t think so! She’s twice as me pagdating sa kamalditahan. One of things I always pray at night is that she’ll become a responsible and a good girl pagdating ng araw and that we, papa mama memei her mom and I are good enough sa mga bagay na wala xa….

Another blessing I consider is my FRIENDS. My friends at home, sa office, during gradeschool, highschool and during my college days :) Life becomes easy when am with them. Only few people can have the best FRIENDS I now have :) I won’t mention names nlng but for sure they know who they are.

Am blessed with so many things! And I thank GOD for giving me all of these and for letting me feel HIS unconditional love :) am blessed for having a group of beautiful and talented singers (except me haha) imagine, you don’t have a voice but you were chosen to be in the group? hahaha that’s how blessed I am ;P But kidding aside am really blessed, not all are given the chance to serve and to sing for our Lord.. even those who has the talent to sing.

Jesus, thank you for your love and for redeeming us from our sins. Thank you for my giving me a family, for giving me friends, for the food on our table for the money in our wallet. Thank you for my work and for being with me all the time. Thank you for giving me the chance to sing for you, for the chance to serve you. Thank you for who I am, thank you for giving me all these blessings and for making me feel special and so blessed. May others see YOU in me. I LOVE YOU LORD!!!

Jesus My Friend ^^

Sun, 17 Apr 2011 06:31:23 -0500

weekend is almost over, I never thought that I would be able to go to church today :) I feel so blessed I feel God is with me and that Jesus wants me to be there today..

the theme of the homily today is that Jesus is our friend and today I just learned a new song, it’s entitled “Pagkakaibigan”.. Jesus probably saw what’s inside me and that i miss giving thanks to Him through singing (kahit pangit and boses ko) and I felt that Jesus doesn’t want me to be sad kaya he gave me a courage this morning to go to chapel to practice with my ka-Himig At Awit..

And who would’ve thought that I’ll be smiling, talking with my ex’s ex :) does this means it’s a start of a new and good friendship? who knows! i hope so :)

Haayyy this day really brought so many good things to remembered :) I love Sundays!! namiss ko toh! hehehe

Jesus thank you for this day, thank you for giving me the courage to face one of the fears that hinders me to give thanks and to praise you. Thank you for the friendship, thank you for being a true friend to me and to others, thank you for choosing me to be one of your friend. Thank you Jesus for making me happy today :) All glory and honor are Yours!!! I love you Jesus! :)

Pagkakaibigan

Music and lyrics by: Charlie Cenzon, SJ

Arrangement: Arnel Aquino, SJ
Paulo K Tirol
Soloist: Lance Lazatin

Ang sino man sa Aki’y mananahan
Mananahan din Ako sa kanya.
At kung siya’y mamunga nang masagana,
Siya sa Ama’y nagbigay ng karangalan.

Mula ngayon kayo’y Aking kaibigan
Hinango sa dilim at kababaan.
Ang kaibiga’y mag-aalay ng sarili niyang buhay;
Walang hihigit sa yaring pag-aalay.

Kung paanong mahal Ako ng Aking Ama,
Sa inyo’y Aking ipinadarama.
Sa pag-ibig Ko, kayo sana ay manahan,
At bilin Ko sa inyo ay magmahalan.

Pinili ka’t hinirang upang mahalin
Nang mamunga’t bunga mo’y panatilihin.
Humayo ka’t mamunga nang masagana,
Kagalakang walang hanggang ipamamana

lesson # 1

Fri, 15 Apr 2011 16:09:45 -0500

I can’t help but to think of the past 10yrs.. many says “move on!”,”dami jan iba!”, and some says “ganyan tlga ang buhay kahnhurl” but I just can’t.. FOR NOW. But time will come that I will, and I know it will take time before I can truly say that “I’ve moved on!” and that “I already found someone” and that I can say “charge it to experience!”.

One lesson I’ve learned is that we should keep our identity, our uniqueness as an individual. No matter how much we love someone, we should keep who we are in a relationship. In my case, I did the opposite.. I’ve embraced so much of him that it came to the point where we no longer have differences as a couple.. Similarities are good but differences should’nt be taken for granted, sabi nga nila “Opposite attracts”. I’ve embraced so much of him that I am now “lost and empty”.. even the songs on my playlist are soooo “him”, even the clothes on my cabinet is still “him”, the way I look at things is also “him”. In a relationship we should keep our identity, our uniqueness, after all relationship is composed of two different individuals, that has similar goals, one of them is to compromise those differences to make a happy healthy relationship..

My goal, aside of moving on is to find kahnhurl. I know and I can sense it that I’ll have a hard time but its possible.. I need to find who I was 10yrs ago and I’ll start from there.. and I need to know where do I want to go, as well as the steps on making it into a reality.

some of the things i miss..

Fri, 15 Apr 2011 11:16:00 -0500

one of the things that really broke my heart during this “break-up” is that i can’t spend much time with my ka-himig at awit… i can no longer be with them unlike before… it’s my personal decision though.. i miss the connections, the bond, the friendship, the similarities, the kulitan times and everything about them. as much i would want to spend quality time with them, i can’t because am afraid and is still hurting.

I miss them a lot!!! and am so thankful that eventhough am not attending na, they still do their best to make me feel that am missed… that am important and that am part of their lives.. :(

naguguilty din ako, kse just because of this break up I can’t serve Him the way I was serving Him before.. words are not enough to thank and glorify Him… But because there’s this certain people that i avoid, my connection with Him is at stake… and i miss that connection that we have, bond between me and Him…

i am praying so hard that He’ll give me this courage to go every Sunday and make this connection even more stronger. Palm Sunday is sooooo near, and i really get anxious about it, i really want to be there this Sunday.. I want to sing khit hndi maganda ang boses ko kse para sa Kanya, hindi mahalaga kung maganda ang boses mo, kse He’s looking at the desires of your heart.

i soooo love my gradeschool days! ^^

Fri, 15 Apr 2011 00:32:49 -0500

is still awake up to now, am really having a great time chatting with my gradeschool classmates/ friends :)

it feels good to know that the bond and the closeness is still there after almost 14yrs of not seeing each other. wish to bond with them more often :)

despite the differences friendship still remains SOLID!!! haaayyy so love them to the nth level hahaha.

I thank God for having them in may past and for bringing them back in my present and I know this will last until forever!! May they find hapiness in their endeavors :) and am praying na sana pati mga grandchildren (to be) namin ay maging friends :)

i miss you guys!!!! mwuah!!!

hi knurl 1

Thu, 14 Apr 2011 14:50:05 -0500

that’s ok ! that’s bec you fell in love with that person. don’t worry God will fill the emptiness in your heart. just wait for the right person and you have to pray for the right timing.

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Thu, 14 Apr 2011 13:08:00 -0500

its been an month now.. still everytime i hear this makes me think if am wrong… just saw this comment on fb “if you’re having a hard time and if you’re hurting, then you’re probably doing the right thing” make me think twice, really..

10yrs is over… sabi sa kanta, “its over and done but the heartaches lives on inside..”

the thing is, its over,it’s my decision and of my advantage but am not happy… well, am happier compared before, you get along with your good old friends, you get along with your family now and you have time for yourself.. i should be happy now.. yet there’s this part inside that’s missing those old days with him.. there’s this part still thinking if he’s doing alright.. and that if he already moved on..